sarah

goodbye love

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:52:14 GMT

well, i think that it's time to leave the ol' livejournal in lew of bigger and better things. i believe that my xanga is definitely cooler than this. it is a sad day because i think i've had this journal for two and a half years. that's a long time. i'm going to keep it, but only so i can stay updated with everyone and comment. i love you all. check it out:

www.xanga.com/fading_into_light

peace out kiddos.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 17:50:02 GMT

well, i just thought that i would update since it's been a while. i am so tired. i know now why people with mono are so tired during the day: they can't sleep at night. it really sucks. i think i got like 5 hours of sleep last night and four the night before because of this stupid medicine i'm taking. i'm so tired of being tired and sick. it's no fun. anyway, there's not much happiness to talk about today except that i'm wearing some cool pants that my mom bought me last weekend when i was home. they're exciting.
well, i'm off to force some lunch down my oh-so-sore throat.

peace out kids.

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 20:00:45 GMT

it's been a while. i really don't have much to say, but i thought that i would update. there's not a lot going on here in the delph. kinda boring. but oh well. anyway, i guess i'm gonna go be bored. lata.

peace out kids.

do you wanna be an EEE?

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 17:29:16 GMT

oh my gosh. somebody please shoot me.

i know this is all worth it in the end.

if i am not the strongest person ever when this is over, i will be severely disappointed.

pray for my strength and my sanity, please.

peace.

the bandwagon drove by and i couldn't resist...

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 05:07:32 GMT

If you read this,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this in your journal and see what people remember about you.

ok guys. go ahead.

who knew kelly clarkson would be this good?

school

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 20:09:49 GMT

classes = pretty good. i think i'm going to like at least one of my MWF classes. the one that actually involves my major. tomorrow should be pretty good as well. best part: i'm finished at 2:00 on MWF. no more 3:15 every day. beautiful.

we go on.

peace out.

if i don't break your heart, things will just get worse

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 04:35:40 GMT

that doesn't necessarily apply to anything in my life at the moment, i just like the song and that line.

i had a wonderful birthday yesterday. i don't think it could have been any better, other than i wish that some more of my school friends could have been there, as well as an old friend that i still love dearly. anyway, Andrew was here and some friends of ours joined us in Memphis for the evening. it was great fun.

i really think i'm going through Napoleon withdrawals and that i should see it again sometime before i leave. i think that's a really good idea.

it's a beautiful surrender

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 07:33:09 GMT

just let go. sometimes it's better that way. just let it go.

for anyone who cares, passion was all i hoped for and so much more. ask me about it and i'll tell you.

life is crazy. it throws you curveballs. learn to deal. overcome.

spend time with your grandparents. love them. you'll regret it later if you don't.

know who your friends are. if they disappoint, forgive. there's no point in holding grudges. it only makes you bitter. love them and let them know it. it'll make for a happy life. and you'll still have your friends twenty years down the road. hopefully.

life is short. live it.

run into the marvelous light.

sarah.

i must have done something good.

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 04:28:57 GMT

ahh...Christmas. it's been a great day. except for the friend that disappeared and i have no clue where she is. i'm sure she'll turn up somewhere though. anyway, back to Christmas. i got just about everything i asked for, which wasn't much, and there's still more to come. exciting!

i was told to be more excited about this whole Christmas break thing so how 'bout i'm way excited to go to Searcy and partay with Brooke! it'll be fun times!

i saw Finding Neverland tonight. oh man, it was good. i cried. which is normal, but still...i cried. anyway, i think i'm off to bed. goodnight all.

sarah.

wishin' and hopin'

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 23:38:20 GMT

so i didn't have to babysit today. wonderful. i sat around all day, which was nice. i thought i was going to go sledding, but i think that fell through. oh well, it would have been fun. so i have a xanga now. i don't know how much i'll use it, but it's there if you want to check it out:

www.xanga.com/fading_into_light

anyway, i'm gonna go find something else to do.

peace.

you could be waiting your whole life...

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 03:29:51 GMT

woohoo!! snow! a lifesaver. yes, a lifesaver. because of the three inches (and counting)of snow, i most likely will not have to babysit at 8:30 in the morning. what a blessing. now, don't get me wrong. i need the money, but who wants to get up that early when it has snowed and you can go play in it whenever? not me. it has been a fun "snowed-in" evening with the fam, though. now, i'm just waiting for Andrew to call. wonderful. also, i really like keane a lot. a lot. anyway, i guess i'll go find something to do now. have a wonderful day of snow tomorrow.

sarah.

less of me is more of you

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 06:55:07 GMT

i hope that i make it home for Christmas. if i don't, it's because i was killed by finals week. it really has been a great week until today and tomorrow will be worse. but at 5:00 tomorrow, i am finished. done with my first semester of college. that's a little strange, but still a happy thought. i'm going to be so happy to be home, but really sad to leave all my new friends. i will, however, get to see brooke and andrew over the break, so that's reallly exciting. i'm also going to passion in january, which will be amazingly fun. and my birthday's in january. not so exciting because i'll only be 19, but hey, a birthday is a birthday. i also need to work over break. hopefully i'll get a job on friday or saturday. that would be nice. well, i'm going to go study some more. i love you all. remember that in case you never see me again. i know i'll be alright, i just don't handle stress well. anyway, goodnight all.

sarah.

life is good

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 19:20:08 GMT

so, i haven't done this in a while. i hope you all haven't forgotten me.

what's new:

i'm going to montreal for two weeks this summer. i am so incredibly excited. we're going on a mission trip with school and it is going to be such a great experience; i can feel it.

i'm dating this really great guy named andrew. he's amazing. i'm so happy....i just wish other people would be happy about it too. but that kind of love and support might be too much to ask for.

saturday, i'm going to see steven cutis chapman, casting crowns, and chris tomlin in little rock. i'm way excited about that!!

hmmm....i think that's all. if i think of anything else, i'll let you know.

merry christmas everyone!!!

sarah.

it's been a while...

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 14:12:27 GMT

so...we didn't win the championship game, but no big deal. we still had a blast.

i'm home for the weekend. it's been great fun. i have to go back to school for a day and a half, then come back for thanksgiving, but that's alright. i'm ready for thanksgiving i suppose. it will be good rest and quality time with the fam and my favorite person: cat. anyway, i'm off to church.

sarah.

heck yes!

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 01:39:32 GMT

tonight. 9:00 pm. championship game. vintage t vs. crawford crushers.

how much fun is that?!! we made it to the championship along with the other freshman team! the two biggest upsets of the season. i am so excited! i hope we win, although i'll be perfectly fine if we don't. i'll update later with the score.

here i am, where are you?

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 04:34:16 GMT

so, today was a good day. a really good day. we won our football game! man, it's about time. fun story!: tomorrow, we play the same team we played today and if we beat them, we're in the tournament. if we beat the team we play in the tournament, we're in the championship! how much fun is that? i'm so excited!

tunes is Amazing!!! i am so excited!! it's just so great. i'm so glad i did it! it's going to be so much fun!!!! how many exclamation points can i put in one place?

so, i guess that's about all i know. i've made a wonderful new friend and i love her to death. she's great.

this is my third straight week without going home. it's almost a record for me. you know, i'm not coming home until november 20. that's exciting. i still miss everyone though!!

bed time and a walk to remember.

umm...yeah

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 06:06:38 GMT

who's going to the world series?

oh, i think it's the CARDINALS!!!

heck yes!!

God is good

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 22:03:40 GMT

well, it's been awhile. i am so busy and have so much stuff to do, i really don't know why i'm updating right now. but, oh well.

so tunes is going well. i'm a really bad dancer, but i'm in the first three + more numbers. it's fun times though. other than having to practice until midnight two nights in a row.

i have a huge test tomorrow, two on thursday, one on friday, and one on monday. i am so not excited. but, now it is time to study.

later.

"how else would we live without loving?"

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 05:17:46 GMT

the beginning of the end. i never thought it would come, yet here it is. i hate the feeling of heartbreak. i just want to cry all the time. in fact, i do cry all the time. i just can't grasp how it could end when so much has put into this, so much has been taught and learned, people have grown so much because of this. it doesn't make any sense. i don't believe that all good things must come to an end. i'm not ready to give this up. i won't give it up. i'm still here. i'll always be here. i love you always.

sarah.

it takes me back....

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 06:05:51 GMT

i think this is the most i've updated in a long time. i should probably back off for a while. i know everyone is getting tired of me rambling on about not much of anything. but, heck, it's my journal. anyway, i thought of this while i was typing a paper earlier and just wanted to share it with whoever actually reads this.

There is nothing we can do to make God love us less. Isn't that mind-blowing? No matter how much we screw up, God will love us more than we can ever imagine.

it's a mad, mad world...

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 21:50:00 GMT

i am so incredibly bored. and hungry. no one is in my suite this afternoon and it's quite nice, but now i'm lonely and wish that there was someone here to talk to.

OBU tigers won yesterday. go tigers! i know that thrills everyone.

for the love of you

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 22:07:12 GMT

so, ladder 49. good movie, yet incredibly depressing. cried all the way through it. don't worry i'm not ruining it for anyone. it is a really good movie however. so, see it if you want. i'd probably see it again if i didn't have to pay 7 dollars for it.

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 04:36:18 GMT

mmm....latin. it's really fun to learn, i just don't have any motivation at 11:30 at night.

new favorite thing to do: make t-shirts. it's fun times. i'm making a shirt for our football game this weekend. i'm so excited.

it's a long way home...

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 00:02:05 GMT

it's been awhile since i've updated i guess. i'm definitely sick for the first time that i've been at school. far, far away from my mother's loving care, which i so desperately wish i had right now.

i made it into tiger tunes. now, i must prepare myself for four weeks of four hour practices. wonderful.

i am tired. so now i'm going to watch a movie or read or something extremely unproductive like that.

"You gave Your body to the lonely/ They took Your clothes/ You gave up a wife and a family/ You gave Your ghost/ To be alone with me/ To be alone with me/ To be alone with me/ You went up on a tree."

children of the revolution

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 21:45:56 GMT

i'm watching moulin rouge! yay!

i have ot stay up all night long in order to be in tiger tunes. not cool. anyway, i thought it was time i updated. so here it is. i'll write more tomorrow after i've had some sleep.